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happiness: going in a direction wholeheartedly, without reservation
is it realli possible to go in a direction wholeheartedly? is it possible to do anything without any reservation in this topsy-turvy world? then if it's not quite possible to go anywhere, do anything wholeheartedly without reservation, does it mean that real happiness does not exist in this complex world nowadays?

hapiness is such a complicated and profound thing, yet it always seems to be in pocession of the simplest people.
some people go through life seeking for material stuff..yet at the end of it all they have no idea what they are actually chasing after. material stuff just there to to make our life more comfortable and make pple happiee, yet it took away so much happiness of so many pple. it wasted their whole life chasing after smthg that they thought would make them happiee but all it brought was regret..ironic isnt it? humans are realli scary and it's their thirst for material stuff and power which makes them so frightening, so distructive.

look at the iraq war..it's realli childish. does the leaders know exactly what they are fighting for? even my baby cousin is more mature then them..she fights, but after awhile she actually realises it's pointless and she stops! it's soo stupid..why cant they just get together and discuss their problem in harmony? why cant they just admit their mistakes..is it that hard to out down their pride? is pride more impt then the millions of lives of innocent civilians? it's the leaders who created the problem, it's them who decide to fight, it's them who cant put down their pride..all these revolves around them but it's the innocent civilians who bear the consequences. i think it's crap.

the world was originally a beautiful place..everyone loves each other..all living things have equal chances of survival..there's stretches and stretches of wonderful things that Mother Nature gave to us..there is no prejudice..everything was just so lovely yet human beings came along and made everything soo ugly. why cant they just leave things as they are?

hahahahahah..i noe i sound like some kind of wierd philosopher or a super agitated person..sorri, haha hope i dint bore u out..must make use of this kind of inspiration when it comes along mah..haha opps. oohs i mean everything i said but wasnt my intention to make it sound so serious. haha i dint noe i can be so li zhi qi zhuang one..hahahahah