hahaha so cool now my blog is like so abandoned by me larh but haha okaee now im gonna make it even deader. i, teo mun ching hereby announce that im going to abandon my blogg until like december hols? so yes no need to drop by here anymore heh if you srill happen to cos i dun think anything will still appear here for the time being..unless eh i ve got smthg to share and haha cant resist the urge to come here. haha got kind of freaked out by wad msheng said about bloggs like wad you write here can actually get you to court and stuff and that tchrs actually go to bloggs to read. like whoaa for a moment i was like eh hahah dunno alrh but i always thought that blogs are somewhere for ppl to spill out their emotions and stuff dintt hink that there'll be so many implications. haha and that day which msheng had i talk with us i wanted to go home and blog about a tchr then aft she said that i was like better not.

was watching the charity show jus now..when they showed images of those two kids down with cancer my heart totally jus dropped. its super unfair. hey like they re only children..one only in P1.. they dint even do anything wrong..wad did they do to deserve this? why is it that some ppl are given healthy bodies and really the best environment they can ever have and they nvr treasure it? aiyohh some even worse..cos of some reallyreally minor probs they end their lives. irony..hah i like talking about ironic stuff. if they dont want their lives give it to those kids larh..or better still before you die rite donate ure heart kidney liver whatever so that at the very least your death got meaning. see them struggling for their lives..their own future dimming and their dreams turning into nthg in front of their own eyes..very poor thing leh. so yes morale of the story..if you see those images you'll def know what i mean..treasure life. live it to the fullest of the fullest until cannot be fuller anymore. life is like haha i noe! our redcross coke bottles! everyone has the same standardization stuff and its wad you put inside that matters. you can either fill it to the brim or life it empty. actually this example not very good larh cos eveyrone has to fill it to the brim. but yarh if you have it, why not make full use of it? if you are so blessed, why not rejoice and treasure it? and life will be more fun that way too! its not what you have in life that matters its wad you see in life. if you think it it, it is. yes i suddenly feel veryveyr happy aft makin this statement haha i feel like jumpin round the hse but heh cannot larh cos my mum will think ive gone bonkers and the nxt thing i noe i ll be in woodbridge!

hah cool eh msheng say can write about birds and flowers in bloggs but haah im writng about coke bottles! aiayhh bloggs are dangerous larh. like everybody can see wads written here. actually rite blog is my super censored version of my paper diary. in my paper diary eveyrthing is written in there yes like everyhting..all my happiest stuff and all the dearest ppl and all my embarrasing stuff as well. but here arh by the time i sign in go to the create i forget wad i want to say already..bahh. but its a nice place to share stuff! esp when im feeling very philosophical..eh correct sp? correct usage? haha anw then i can crap all my new-gotten logics and philosophies so that haha i can save those around me the pain of listening to all those. haa see im so nice so considerate to ure ears.

um poc on 8th aug. so near. now when i think about junecamp it seemed liek smthg which happened months ago..then when i think about last yrs poc it seemed to be jus yesterday. bahh sheesh sec3s lehh..veryvery old already. i still, in acertain way, feel like a sec1. or someone whos jus became sec2. it seems so impossible so far away..like hahahah we also can be sec3s arh? so weird. we re gonna become those ppl whom we used to look up to soo much. we re gonna be liek them..whnhy does it seemed so impossible? and so funny! it doesnt fit in! and wad will things be like aft they leave? and wad kind of sec3s will we become? veryscary.

gahh my paer diary jus finished. my last entry was really nice and so bursting with emotions. i think nxt time when i become an old grandmama im gonna become i really happiee one cos i got so much stuff from my childhood years to teen years to maybe afulthood to read. but aiayhh cannot find any nicee diaries! must be thick and green and a5 size and the lines must be thin enough to hold a lot alot of words on a page. gahh cannot find! got green one then not thick then got thick one then not green. haha ooh its cool larh like all along i bought all my daires without realisin that they are all green then it was only this year then i realised..quite impressed with myself. so now must keep up the green traidtion. haha.

okaee i think my fingers are really tired now. so is my brain. officially brain-dead. haha written my fill..to last me for 3 months until the nxt time i come again. hahah -yawns- seeyou! byeeee. =)