i suppose this's lke one of those times whereby i keep on reading other's blog and theres this urge in me to blog too.
ever felt, you dont know yourself anymore? like you knwo what others ee you as, who you used to be, and what al the quizzes say younare. but somehow, you feel, you can be so much more, you have so much more inside. they say its not you to do this and stuff, but you know you can you know you can be so much more. but other times, you know you can but you dont feel like. out of all the lousy feelings in the world, waht can be worst than this? you know you can , but you dont feel like. or you start thinking you can't.
history test's on monday. i kknow i must study, but i dont feel like. all the while, sylvias lke hurry go start! nownow, why arent i? why am i putting restrivtions on myself. i know i can. i knwo i can, when i believe, i can reach the sky.
and this's year has been really..changing? everyhting that everyone say..it sorts of lingers in my mind then i dont know wad to think anymore. shall i see the world as they do too?
youknowyouknow, im missing my old friends. all those ppl whom made up all my happyhappy times for the past two years. i get so worried thta i might loose them, but as i loose them, it seems so unreal. really, i'll give anyhting to go back. back with all of them. so many ppl left last year, with all the happy memories..all those who went to ip or graduated or jus got erased from my memories or stored at this hard-to-reach palce behind my brain.


we're doing this video for open hse to promote sc for our i&e proj. in the proccess, got to know so much more about sc and scgirls and wad others think of us. somehow, its so heartwarming. when they talk about being connected throught the spirits and stuff. i love sc. no matter where i end up, whoi become, i will be rooted with the sc values, always.