hahaha so cool now my blog is like so abandoned by me larh but haha okaee now im gonna make it even deader. i, teo mun ching hereby announce that im going to abandon my blogg until like december hols? so yes no need to drop by here anymore heh if you srill happen to cos i dun think anything will still appear here for the time being..unless eh i ve got smthg to share and haha cant resist the urge to come here. haha got kind of freaked out by wad msheng said about bloggs like wad you write here can actually get you to court and stuff and that tchrs actually go to bloggs to read. like whoaa for a moment i was like eh hahah dunno alrh but i always thought that blogs are somewhere for ppl to spill out their emotions and stuff dintt hink that there'll be so many implications. haha and that day which msheng had i talk with us i wanted to go home and blog about a tchr then aft she said that i was like better not.

was watching the charity show jus now..when they showed images of those two kids down with cancer my heart totally jus dropped. its super unfair. hey like they re only children..one only in P1.. they dint even do anything wrong..wad did they do to deserve this? why is it that some ppl are given healthy bodies and really the best environment they can ever have and they nvr treasure it? aiyohh some even worse..cos of some reallyreally minor probs they end their lives. irony..hah i like talking about ironic stuff. if they dont want their lives give it to those kids larh..or better still before you die rite donate ure heart kidney liver whatever so that at the very least your death got meaning. see them struggling for their lives..their own future dimming and their dreams turning into nthg in front of their own eyes..very poor thing leh. so yes morale of the story..if you see those images you'll def know what i mean..treasure life. live it to the fullest of the fullest until cannot be fuller anymore. life is like haha i noe! our redcross coke bottles! everyone has the same standardization stuff and its wad you put inside that matters. you can either fill it to the brim or life it empty. actually this example not very good larh cos eveyrone has to fill it to the brim. but yarh if you have it, why not make full use of it? if you are so blessed, why not rejoice and treasure it? and life will be more fun that way too! its not what you have in life that matters its wad you see in life. if you think it it, it is. yes i suddenly feel veryveyr happy aft makin this statement haha i feel like jumpin round the hse but heh cannot larh cos my mum will think ive gone bonkers and the nxt thing i noe i ll be in woodbridge!

hah cool eh msheng say can write about birds and flowers in bloggs but haah im writng about coke bottles! aiayhh bloggs are dangerous larh. like everybody can see wads written here. actually rite blog is my super censored version of my paper diary. in my paper diary eveyrthing is written in there yes like everyhting..all my happiest stuff and all the dearest ppl and all my embarrasing stuff as well. but here arh by the time i sign in go to the create i forget wad i want to say already..bahh. but its a nice place to share stuff! esp when im feeling very philosophical..eh correct sp? correct usage? haha anw then i can crap all my new-gotten logics and philosophies so that haha i can save those around me the pain of listening to all those. haa see im so nice so considerate to ure ears.

um poc on 8th aug. so near. now when i think about junecamp it seemed liek smthg which happened months ago..then when i think about last yrs poc it seemed to be jus yesterday. bahh sheesh sec3s lehh..veryvery old already. i still, in acertain way, feel like a sec1. or someone whos jus became sec2. it seems so impossible so far away..like hahahah we also can be sec3s arh? so weird. we re gonna become those ppl whom we used to look up to soo much. we re gonna be liek them..whnhy does it seemed so impossible? and so funny! it doesnt fit in! and wad will things be like aft they leave? and wad kind of sec3s will we become? veryscary.

gahh my paer diary jus finished. my last entry was really nice and so bursting with emotions. i think nxt time when i become an old grandmama im gonna become i really happiee one cos i got so much stuff from my childhood years to teen years to maybe afulthood to read. but aiayhh cannot find any nicee diaries! must be thick and green and a5 size and the lines must be thin enough to hold a lot alot of words on a page. gahh cannot find! got green one then not thick then got thick one then not green. haha ooh its cool larh like all along i bought all my daires without realisin that they are all green then it was only this year then i realised..quite impressed with myself. so now must keep up the green traidtion. haha.

okaee i think my fingers are really tired now. so is my brain. officially brain-dead. haha written my fill..to last me for 3 months until the nxt time i come again. hahah -yawns- seeyou! byeeee. =)

CHINA ROCKS CHINA ROCKS CHINA ROCKS! hahah ohman you noe wad, nxt time when i grow up and earn a lot lot of money im goin to move to qingdao in china and buy a nice cosy apartment there and stay there. haha yes thats how much china rocks. okae maybe except the food..eh at first it was quite okae but aft like erms 9 days developed this phoebia for china food. but the food at qingdao is hte best..had so much seafood..shanghai is not bad too..most of the time we went to like high-class restaurants and get served quite well there. ohoh theres this very amusing restaurant in shanghai where the waitress were all on blades..damn cool hahahha..really shld have seen them ..everytime we want to go to the toilet we have to like look left look right before we walk. eh how did i went to the food part..okaee nemind i think the ppl at my eating table are veryvery amusing..all our amusing conversations hahah everyone will laugh while eating..its a verygood thing cos when you laugh you take up energy and when that happens yo0u can eat more! my grp ppl are super nice too..very spastic and funny. sometimes at night we'll gather in nicoles room then watch hahah chinese serials then ppl will see some guy then they will start hitting the pillow and do funny stuff hahah. the school we went to for the immersion programme..well the ppl there are really nice you noe they made this BANNER for us then the principal and vice-principal came over to welcome us and on the way up to the room then lined up on both sides and started claapin for us as we walked pass them..felt like some sort of vip alien from mars. haha everywhere we go there are the students staring at us..and the guys there are weird! like veryvery weird. hahahaha. laoshi was very nice..though our grp is like always late and always the most unprepared one shes always so amazingly patient..she l;ook so fierce but acutally shes really really mild! haha everytime also tuosiao. haha so many things happened..so many happy memories..aiayhh dun wanna type it all out here..yawns. eh lets do it again! CHINA ROCKS CHINA ROCKS CHINA ROCKS!

actually that post below was writen jus now..i jus changed the date..so smart rites heh. hahahah cant believe im GOING TO CHINA TOMORROW! so cool rites. like SIA plane lehh..super high-class and somemore midnigt flight..like whoaa! and arh..its ninedays..super fun. anmd got buddy at the immersion sch as well..hahah I LOVE CHINA! and im super proud of myself..i finished packing! all the china stuff..all by myself! for all nine days. anyway can you believe it..24 huors later i ll be in the airport..and aft that i be in CHINA! hahah oh gosh..hahahah.
CHINA.CHINA.CHINA.CHINA.CHINA!

haha to all you ppl who made todae such a happiiee day..THANKYOU! =)
so glad to have frens like you all. *loads and loads of huggs!*

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream

" it doesnt matter how many times you have fallen but rather, how many times you have risen. nothing has ended till the moment you quit..defeat is not the end, quiting is."

" sometimes when you feel lost and that no one understands you, talk to ur angels. believe in angels."

" sometimes all it takes is a hugg..nthg else."

todae's a nicee day! haha in love with the rain. was on the way home on the bus 'bout evening time the rain jus stopped and haha the scenery was like whoaa. everyhting 's got this tingue of freshness in it..reminds me..read somewhere that the world aft a rain is jus like a piece of clothing fresh from the laundry. hahahah. gotreally inspired by the rain haha dunno inspired for what but yarh its like got inspiration but dunno inspiration for wad.

and oh ndp! aiyahh hq drag a lot leh bahh we left lessons at 10am to have time to eat and change..left sch at 11 cos need to reach by 1130. heh you noe its the first time we're actually on time! waited until 1230 the bus came..got to neesoon camp and waited till 2pm the we started! gahh then we fall in waited while all the funny ppl fired in sediya haha almost fell asleep in squad then everytime the man say a command i wake up again. so tiring. and they stuffed us with so much food! gahh i wana complain for too much food..they gave us 3 bread biscuits and chips and ask us to finish then mus drink water also hahah was bloated by the time we finished. haha so funny u noe we had a bread parade..we held the bread up then was like yamseeeennnnggg! all the army guys were staring at us mus be thinking why we so weird one. had to sing this song when marching in haha when hte song played then we started marching i felt so patriotic! like wahaha im a singaporean! and redcrosser!heh. aft the whole thing on the way back we had to self-intro. the funnyfunny sir the one name start with a one he kept reminding me of the asthma and the mum and dad thing..so malu.

feeling very philosophical today.cos of the rain! haha and i feel as htough my life's remote control and been given back to me! everyhtings still blur and funny but yarh at least im feeling haha in control? haha