Sweet as an apple pie

Secretly, I miss you. This sucks, shhhh, don't tell don't tell.

Go awayy

One day I'll run far far away. One day you'll wake up and find that I'm no longer there. I don't wanna be your daughter anymore. After that day, I hope to be far away enough, safe enough, to think you're just a bad dream. I'll marry a good boy and set up a good family. But even then, I know I'll have to live the rest of my adult life being seen as a bad daughter. And at the back of my head, the thought of retribution will haunt me.

I have good reasons to believe I'm only thinking, only rambling on here. I've no guts, no guts at all to do what I wanna do. Especially if it's wrong.

Even if I do everything well and everything right, I know you'll still make me feel small and worthless. So I'll won't even try. I really wanna get away from you.

Sushi picnic (: (: (:

amanda brenda claire debbie rachel vicky made my day todayy(: (: i almost forgot how nice it can be hanging out with sch girlss(:

Beautifull

Matter of life and death.

Take me to somewhere that's beautiful.

Play pretend

It's getting much better. But still, pick me up and take me away. I just want to hide someplace where nobody can find me for a long long long long time, until the world falls asleep, until everything turns good.

An Ocean and a Rock II

What you at my gentle spoken friend
I lack a frame to put you in
When you're an ocean and a rock away

I feel you in the pocket of my overcoat
My fingers wrap around your words
And take the shape of games we play

I feed your words through my buttonholes
I bring them to my fingerless gloves
Green and prone to fraying

Thoughts of you warm my bones
I'm on the way, I'm on the phone
Let's get lost, me and you
An ocean and a rock is nothing to me

I am far away from where you lay
Awake the day while you fall to sleep
An ocean and a rock away

I keep you in the pockets of my dresses
And the bristles of my brushes
Spin you into my curls today

I spoon you into my coffee cup
Spin you through a delicate wash
I wear you all day
I wear you all day

This song reminds me of you, every time.

An Ocean and a Rock

Inside myself I seem to be searching for something but I don't know what that thing is. Nothing falls into place, you know what I mean?