stealing hearts

here we go again, just that this time its a little different. the previous one was awesome, and i suspect it ll be the coolest thing ive done in acsi. theyre one of the nicest i ve seen around and its so sweet to see them together!

haha, i think im a magnet for confessions of the infatuated. not infatuated with me, thank goodness, but my friends. or maybe it just cos my friends are super hot stuffs! boy and girls alike, i get so much of the 'i like her what should i do' thing its quite funnyy. i ve no complaints, its nice to see my friends through the stages of infatuation to going steady, but oh wells sometimes, just sometimes, it leaves me with a hollow feeling inside.

it just makes me wonder, how come ive never liked guys who like me. i was thinking you can put it other way too, then i realise you cant. but he came much too late i guess.

it's so sweet to get all heady thinking day and night about someone then finding out one day, that he likes you too. maybe ive to get infatuated more for it to happen. but no no, once is enough. i dont need another 10 months of foolish self-torture.

like tiff, ive often dreamt of a relationship full of fun, of one with much time spent talking under the stars, of many hours together feeling like its really heaven, of having someone's arms to fall into when i get so tired. its just in these little moments where i let my castles tower high up into the air that i long for someone. but thats wrong, and thats superficial so i should stop thinking. but something about how i d fa fallen so hard for him makes me afriad to go into it again. and something about this sticky i-dont-know-how-to-tell-him-to-go-away situaton im stuck in makes this whole thing seem like a stupid game we all play.

we ve moved on from catching to stealing. we re stealing each others hearts, and getting rid of them before we get too tiresome.