talked with yunhui jus now and yups it was really inspiring..felt so clear after talking to her and it was super good. told me so much stuff and gave so many really good and veryvery helpful advice..made me see myself so much clearer and now i think i sort of noe better what i'll do. thankyou for ending my day with such a wonder ful note..thankyou for bringing my moods up again cos todae was reallyreally lousy day..a big big rollar-coaster ride. freaky day so manymany things happened and got so freaked out.

promos was bad. everything was bad esp the first aid stuff..the bandage crisis and aiyah all the stuff study also cannot rmbr dint study then dunno. bahh. prac was so off dunno wad im doing feel so dumb rahh. and then the guilt there. do i even deserve it? the whole thing was so unfair..esp to them like yarh so unfair that it makes me feel gahh rahrah. then things happened one by one after that it like this extra burden there. and that thing got me pissed off.yes its amusement then it became concern then it turned into disgust. an endless cycle of concern and disgust concern and digust concern. feel so evil. so fake.

aiyah cant everything jus start all over again? then i will noe wad to do and maybe todae would be a totally diff. feeling?

hahahahahaah. lets all laugh together. hahahaha because somone said that laughing is good for health. but cannot laugh no niose cos will get cancer. hahahah. and it'll chase alway all the gloomness and everyone can be hppy again!