100 books on my head

I’ll balance 100 books on my head and see how many steps I can take. I think it’s gonna be 1.

I’m that type girl who falls for a guy that appears in a dream (supermarket!), who dances Nobody Nobody But You in front of the train station outside plaza sing, who thinks her friends are much too awesome for her, who has too little of patience and self-control and too much of angst, who stays up just so she can enjoy the company of Silence dead in the night, who thinks her good friends have the bestest boyfriends possible in the world, who will be there to listen to you as long as you ask her to, who loves honey stars in milk, who used to be veryvery afraid of ghosts (but now I have God(: ), who wants to do stargazing under the Australian night sky at 4am/ Indian night sky at don’t know what time, who thinks Milky Way is a innocently beautiful name, who has trouble talking to God, who walks in the rain when shes’s sad so that 1) the lightning can strike her 2) raindrops fall with the tears, who pons school a lot because she is so very afraid, who would shave her head for ccf, who ever thought of joining the army, who ever thought of becoming an air stewardess after ib, who hates ib but is glad she chose it, who would love to thread up her honey stars into a bracelet, who loves pretty photos (like Hua’s and Tiff’s!), who doesn’t care too much about what’s happening in her family, who is an ass of a daughter, who wants to bring home a traffic light, who thinks cars cruising down the streets at night looks extremely modern and whimsical at the same time, who is hooked to msging and msning, who might possibly fall for someone who will sing to me I’m Yours, Heaven by Your Side, Top of the World, and all the Juno songs, who will marry a person who promises to open a cafe by the sea when they retire, who is afraid of big groups of people (this’s why I’m almost never at class outings), who wants to spend her whole life saving the world and making a difference, who hates the sound of vacuum cleaners because they suck (quite funny, yes?(: ), who wants to own a pink vintage car, who crashed on a mister-not-too-awesome for more than a year, who used to do cheerleading at sajc, who thinks Red Cross and God are the two most awesome things that has happened to her, who loves the stars, rainbows, mountains and morning glory, who doesn’t appreciate flowers much, who wants people to give her more books/ clothes, who is veryyy afraid of liking someone else ever again, who have nightmares about people putting her + durians + cars inside a washing machine and churning them together whenever she has fever, who wants God to appear so she can love Him properly, who is impressed by people who don’t bore her, who wants to share a subway with Ann Loh now, who is quite afraid of Tanglin Halt tomorrow, who first cried when she watched Monster Inc, who last cried because her mum didn’t let her stay over, who likes to fall asleep in the evening the golden sunlight looks awesome from my bed, who is tired of waiting.