Wednesday, December 29, 2004

haha oh my so happiee todae. our malay dance prac. is finally FUN like it hasnt been for a long long time. hahahahahha yaye!! cos rite..for the past one week or so our prac is like so dead..like everyone jus come for the sake of comming not because was realli want to. the atmosphere was totally dreadful then we jus sit around and everyone was so awkwardly quiet.
there was no drive..no passion..no this sense of urgency thing. okaes maybe its not as bad as i make it sound to be..oh wells.
but todae was super cool. hahaha we did so much! not realli alot compared to last time when we used to stay in the dance studio from morning to 6pm then kept on practising. but im so proud of ourselves todae! and i think we kinda bonded..like somehow..through the stripey hello.
oh yess..introducing..the stripey hello!! haha yarh. it's the christmas present that huanting gave me. it's a realli cute looking and soft and cuddley and nice. then they said that whenever they see this they will smile so it became our mascolt or whatever the spelling is.
okaes this's from somewhere..not my line..copied from someone and i think it's realli inspirational..'the traditional dance catergory championship is ours! dont let other schools take it away from us! we must grab it! yeah!'
haha was realli motivated when i read this..so yah jia you!!

Monday, December 27, 2004


Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

Quiz Me
munching was
a Famous Artist
in a past life.

http://quizme.stvlive.com/pastlife/quiz.php


haha okaes..i was a FAMOUS artist in the past..like whoa..hahahaha but this thing's not realli accurate larh..cos the first time i tried i was a dainty artist then i became a quiet artist then i became a physco artist..

argh

why everyone's able to like put in words their feelings and everything. then im like stuck there by myself. it's horrible. realli. envious of those who can put it down on paper their thoughts and stuff like that then put it down and get away with it. surely there's many others worse off then me rites..maybe they're all around me jus that they're hiding it? haha but wads the point.

it's so cold in here. it's so dead. i hate it. i wanna find back the passion we once had for it..haha more like i once had for it rites..nonono but can actually see it's not only me. we were once all 'on fire'..i wanna find that fire back..that fire which once lit up my life, which made everything jus seemed soo nice..that fire which i love so much..i want it back!

Saturday, December 25, 2004

haha christmas's over! i noe it's a bit the abnormal to rejoice over the passing of christmas..but i realli so so so happiee that it's over..haha missed you pple soo much!! besides liqin, havent seen u all these few days. oh yah tt dae i went out with liqin to watch this movie called dunno whatever oprea thing then in the end the queue was so super long tt we went to lido instead. haha we were like going around borrowing newspaper to see the screenings of all the movies..in the end we were like let's watch Nobody Knows. and tt movie was super super nice!! i norminate it to be the best movie of 2004..the whole thing was in jap so we were forced to read the subtittles. but still it's a great movie..everyone must go and watch it! =)

sher: haha ooh merry christmas to you too. and for your info arch..you've always been lame and super hyper..so yah cant imagine wad u're like after all the chocs. :))

cara: merry christmas to you too =).. though a belated one

yakky: i think i noe who u r haha..sinwen mm rites..im so smart :) oh and thanks so much for ure encouragements..yesss i believe we can do it too. haha take care and have fun for these few months until u have to start sch again..haha

sin linny: sinlin!! meerrrry christmas and a very happiee new year to you! luv u loads. haha yarh no wonder the tagg thingy said u are too wordy..it did tt to me lots of times too..then i purposely be wordy to make it say tt im too wordy..fun rites. haha nemind..liqin and i will pass u and huanting n anabel's presents in sch too.

rachel: sorri rach ure syl cat is a bit hard to find..so got u smthg else instead. pass it to u when i see u in sch k? and thanks for ur present..btw wad do u mean by i only look sweet and innocent? haha

Thursday, December 23, 2004

THE TWO SEAS..

haha here's an extract from a book..it's realli nice and i think it makes loads of sense too..

the two seas of Palestine-

there are two seas in Palestine. one is fresh, fish are in it. splashes of green adorn its banks. trees spread their branches over it and stretch out their thristy roots to sip of its healing water.

..the River Jordan makes this sea with sparkling water from the hills. so it laughs in the sunshine. and men build their houses near to it, birds their nests; and every kind of life is happier because it it there.

the River Jordan flows on south into another sea.

here there is no of fish, no fluttering leaf, no song of birds, no children's laugher. travellers choose another route, unless on urgent business. the air hangs heavy above its water, neither man nor beast nor fowl will drink.

what makes this mighty difference in these neighbour seas? not the River Jordan. it empties the same good water into both. not the soil in which they lie; not in the country round about.

this is the differnce. the Sea of Galilee recieves but does not keep the Jordan. for every drop that flows into it another drop flows out. the giving and recieving go in equal measure.

the other sea is shrewder, hoarding its income jealously. it will not be tempted into any generous impulse. every drop it gets, it keeps.

the Sea of Galilee gives and lives. this other sea givs nothing. it is named the Dead.

there are two kinds of people in this world. there are two seas in Palestine.

-adapted from the 7 habits of highly effective teenager
which adapted from the man nobody knows by bruce barton


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

merry christmas

MERRY
CHRISTMAS
haha i think i going nuts..haha bored and so super dead at home..arghh

Saturday, December 18, 2004

haha i jus realised how come everyone is going like 'you dint up-date ure blog 'to me..that's like so stupid im super sloww..haha cos i changed my blogg address then forgot to tell all those who linked me haha no wonder -bleah-. that old one was munching-on-diet..then i changed to munching-is-falling..haha but now i changed it back again..or else so ma fun leh..hahah =)

Friday, December 17, 2004

sports adventure camp

hahaha im back!!! and im so super happiee! :) also dunno happiee for wad..maybe cos i can eat sleep bathe whenever i want? aiyah dun care larh..im HAPPIEE and tt's all that matters..hahas..

this camp was kinda fun..but not realli THAT fun..not as good as the previous one. that one was realli good! is like we pitched tents on the campsite near the sea then every morning we wake up can see the waters and hear the horns from the port..that was soo nice..though it'll be kinda cold in the early mornings.

okaes..'bout this camp..we slept in this plae which weirdly resembles a pig sty..nonono not tt it's very dirty or wad but jus tt tt was wad i thought when i first saw tt place. if u see from the outside arh..the walls are painted in a coat of light yellow if im not wrong..then u look up can see this criss-crossing cage thingy which is supposed to help air circulate. on the inside, it's realli dark..even if u on the lights..kinda creepy if not for soo many pple inside. the '5-stars' beds they issued to us were actually quite good and best of all..they're green!! hahas but they're kinda uncomfortable..2nd day i woke up with stiff neck, todae i woke up with a very painful back. haha but now im soo relived dun ever have to queue up to bathe or wet all my clothes in an attempt to change inside the wet toilets. yaye!!

we did loads of stuff there..messy weird activities. haha wad do u think of sun-tannig urself for 2 hours stright, rolling crawling in mud literally, going throught this complicated network of strings, throwing chickens around, getting drenched in mud and rain but not allowed to bathe till like an hour later? haha yess that's wad we do..i noe it doesnt sound like much fun..but it is!! esp the rolling on mud tt part..it's supposed to be part of a challenge..i luv it!! we did rafting, casualty challenge, 4-way captains ball, campfire and camp idol and had this workshpo 'bout drugs and getting the right attitude toward success. ooh i'd like to emphasize on the 4-way captains ball..u noe we were actually throwing uncooked raw disgusting slimy CHICKENS around..eeeeeks..yesss it's part of the 4th way of the 4 way captain's ball..every group must try to get their hands on the chicken and throw it into thier group's hoop..jus that no one dared to defend erms the chicken. imagine this dead chicken flying through the air then ended up on the ground or in someone's hands then tt person threw agin..this time a big crowd of 6 over pple were trrying to get hold to it..the poor chicken became the tug-of-war thing..the guts spinal cord stomachs juices were spilling out..all the body parts were soon torn apart...eeeeeeks..haha then guess wad we had for lunch right after that..CHICKEN!!! haha and it tasted a bit the rusty leh..-shivers-

the pple there were quite nice..some of them are realli sweet..okaes here are a few..cal, vivian, sara, michelle and blahblah. i only got to noe them better after the campfire where everybody got soo high then joined hands together and partied dance n sing from 10+ to 12pm.everyone was like super hyper..we started jumping 'round, chasing pple, forming circles then took loads of pics. till twelve when we were chased for lights out,,hahaha soo fun the spirit in there was realli niceee! =)

haha okaes wont type anymore..no one wld bother to read such a big chunk of words anyway..haha soo tired though i slept for like 4 hours straight after comming back from sch before being bombarded by calls when i woke up..-yawns-
im tired..later cannot wake up tmr morning..aiyaya good nites

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

letting go

everything i see that is related to it, i cant seemed to bear to even look at it. saw it on tv that challenge thing..din noe wad to do..felt so lost and confused. i noe ive not totally given up on it..it's realli hard..sometimes it hurts a lot but thinking on the positive side of life helps.like thinking want i want in life tt sort of thing. hmph.
i noe i still stand i chance to create a whole new opputunity for myself..but im not sure whethere do i still wanna hang on to it. looking back, it seems realli like a nightmare..juggling this with that and that..no idea how i actually managed to cope with all those..i dont think i wanna go through the whole nightmare again..but it's like maybe..nemind

catchin' up

i want to watch the incredibles, the polar express, saw, christmas with the kranks..but now i cant go out! as in like if it's nthg impt jus go out shopping and watch movies tt kind cannot..arrgh isnt this the same as being grounded?! i dont like staying at home! always try to drag as long as i can in school then come back stone in front of the com...haha aiyoh x) -frowns-
i promised myself to read at least 100 pages of the he zhong xue shen tan li shi book but now only at pg 67..blahh..must read, must read, must read, must read..and the meng xiang du shu too! and must do my maths tuition hw and must read through the sci tb (exclusive of tt eeeeks chapt.) and read all the 4 bks. i borrowed from lib...must read, must read, must read..-scratches head-

malay danceee

hahaha..over the moon!..red cross was fun..like jus keep presenting and presenting, spent half of the time laughing away =) then when we start doing tt dance thing we either burst out laugh or go blank..then my mind also go blank..almost forgot everything..haha but it's fun anyways. realli din noe tt malay dance can be soo fun..hahah last time i saw malay dance im like eeeeeks malay dance?! but now ive totally fallen in love with it..haha realise im always the one forgetting all the steps and everything..then they're like must rmbr this must rmbr tt kae..haha then when we perform i still forgot..argh -bleah- opps..sorri i hereby officially apologise to all the helloers sorri for being the most piggified of u all..hahaha we all must co-operate super super super well together kaes..hahas!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

fighting committing giving

just wondering..why did i fight so hard for it in the start only to let go of it in the end without even a struggle? it dint make me feel sad, angry, disappointed or wadever..it just left me feeling very confused. was i lack of that capability..will a little bit of luck change everything..have i ever belonged there..-sighs-
feeling very happiee now..hahahaha i noe i dont sound like it larh..but it's this kind of happiness when all of a sudden the burden fall from the shoulders...then i heard a ' thud', but ive no idea where it came from..is it the sound of the heart sinking or is it simply the burden falling to the ground? *confused*
haha but there's one thing im realli sure of..i dont regret committing to it, what i got in return was more than what i asked for. it taught me time management [though tt was the worst period of time ive ever managed my time], believing in myself, seeing everything in a positive light, and somhow or other i was more sure of myself and what i wanna do in my future. ive never had such definite goals in my life before..i noe what i want for myself in the future, what i wanna grow up to be, what i want to do next time and stuff like that..but haha nahh not telling..i dont think u realli wanna know either..but it's enough for myself to know =)

hohoho

im at home by myself, like finally..some privacy and personal space..haha. jus realised that by some miracle, my sis. 's able to hack into this blog so everything that im typing now she can actually see..hmph..okaes..i noe u r reading this..hello =)

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

bored..heh

okaes..haha i noe im realli silly and blur but u pple so tootified must keep on rubbing it in..hahas at least i admit it rites..hahaha =) oh u noe yesterdae i spent some half hour or so typing some stuff to make this blog more readable but aiyoh..i forgot to connect myself to the internet and the whole thing jus disappeared!! argh.

yess..im soo happiee!..and tired too... : ) got red cross meeting almost everydae this week..cos we're all rushing to meet the 4th Dec dateline..trying to get organised and buck up before sat ..eeeks freaky..wad if we cant? okaes..nvm..we can do it!! haha my mum is super sick of me going back to sch for rc almost everydae..she never fails to complain it over the dinner table -groans-...but i cant get enough of it!! sometimes it can get kinda boring
but it feels great knowing that we are all co-operating well with each other and we're progressing steadily..and it's like everytime we go for a meeting, we're taking one more step forward..yaye!

HAPPIEE =) *smiles*

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

r e l i e f

it's not realli that hard to let go when im not realli grasping on to it in the first place.
it's not realli that hard to let go when im hardly capable enough to even hold on to it.
it's not realli that hard to let go when i have smthg else to hold on to.
it's not reali that hard to let go when my hands are alreadi so worn out.
it's not realli that hard to let go..

Sunday, November 28, 2004

b r e a k

happiness: going in a direction wholeheartedly, without reservation
is it realli possible to go in a direction wholeheartedly? is it possible to do anything without any reservation in this topsy-turvy world? then if it's not quite possible to go anywhere, do anything wholeheartedly without reservation, does it mean that real happiness does not exist in this complex world nowadays?

hapiness is such a complicated and profound thing, yet it always seems to be in pocession of the simplest people.
some people go through life seeking for material stuff..yet at the end of it all they have no idea what they are actually chasing after. material stuff just there to to make our life more comfortable and make pple happiee, yet it took away so much happiness of so many pple. it wasted their whole life chasing after smthg that they thought would make them happiee but all it brought was regret..ironic isnt it? humans are realli scary and it's their thirst for material stuff and power which makes them so frightening, so distructive.

look at the iraq war..it's realli childish. does the leaders know exactly what they are fighting for? even my baby cousin is more mature then them..she fights, but after awhile she actually realises it's pointless and she stops! it's soo stupid..why cant they just get together and discuss their problem in harmony? why cant they just admit their mistakes..is it that hard to out down their pride? is pride more impt then the millions of lives of innocent civilians? it's the leaders who created the problem, it's them who decide to fight, it's them who cant put down their pride..all these revolves around them but it's the innocent civilians who bear the consequences. i think it's crap.

the world was originally a beautiful place..everyone loves each other..all living things have equal chances of survival..there's stretches and stretches of wonderful things that Mother Nature gave to us..there is no prejudice..everything was just so lovely yet human beings came along and made everything soo ugly. why cant they just leave things as they are?

hahahahahah..i noe i sound like some kind of wierd philosopher or a super agitated person..sorri, haha hope i dint bore u out..must make use of this kind of inspiration when it comes along mah..haha opps. oohs i mean everything i said but wasnt my intention to make it sound so serious. haha i dint noe i can be so li zhi qi zhuang one..hahahahah


Wednesday, November 17, 2004

andrews matthews

i found this website by andrew matthews..the author of best-seller self-help books Being Happy, Following Your Heart, Making Friends, Being A Happy Teenager..in this website..he have some stuff for coping with life, diasters, pple and loads more..its kinda inspirational and funny..plus they make sense too! so go see it..http://seashell.com.au
okaes..i noe i sound like some kind of sales person promoting him or smthg..hahah..dont be mistaken, im not related to him or anything..though i wish i m.. =)

Sunday, November 14, 2004

munching on munching

hahahaha..opps, i noe im a very lousey blogger =) was like looking at all the other pple's blog jus now and realised tt actually got pple link me..was like oh no..it's soo embarrassing kaes..let pple see this not-like-blog-blog. hahahaha..so paiseh..sorri too all the pple like e-hui who kept saying tt they cant stand my dead blog anymore..sorri.

i love hols!! seriously..never been so happiee before :)..going to school almost everydae..rushing from red cross to netball, netball to red cross..hectic but realli fun! i luv my life!! then when there's free days go out to have loads of fun..blading..eating..shopping..watching movie. PRINCESS DIARIES 2..its super super super nice..i think tt person who only gave the movie 2 stars in the straits times movie review is realli a tootified tootie toot..was laughing all the way from the start to the end then come out of cinema got tummy ache..almost dropped my burger on the part where mia's arrow punctured the tyre..hahahahhaah..soo funny!! thank you so much rachel :]
and sorri for getting lost on the way here too..but its not my fault! how i noe tt bus doesnt go to my hse and how im supposed to noe tt lido is at centrepoint side not far east side..hahahahah..anywaes..sorri to yunhui and janice too :p

went to this city harvest churh yesterdae..it was in the indoor kallang stadium. i tell u..it was so cool..there were 11,000 pple there kaes..somemore mostly youths. i think they were having a mass service..hahaha, i dun even noe got such a thing or not..but anywaes..they were jumping up and down while singing the songs..everyone was so enthu and hyper..i luv the spirit there..a real eye-opener...seroiusly considering to join them every sun. morning..hahahahaha. oh did i tell u there were drums? yess..there were drums..bombombom..made everyone so high. the speaker was this sweden pastor and he can be realli funny. hahah this is no ordinary service..there's spirit in there!

aiyoh..the netball camp clashing with the red cross love project at haw paw villa..and also the ex-ncos party..-sigh-..will be missing out so much fun and missing u pple too! have fun!! =)




Monday, June 07, 2004

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Munching's Lurgy
Cause:improperly prepared squirty cream
Symptoms:warts, sudden Hitler moustache, fear, embarrassing noises
Cure:none
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