someone told me jus now, everyone is entittled to their own opinions. and i think, shes right. no, not my sister, but that person who told me that. its just a little insensitive, thats all. at least, she said it all on her own blog and not go ard being anons and critisizing redcross on the tagboard of others.
nope, im not saying what she did or said was right. but shes apologized so i hope this'll be the end of it all, alright. her self-centredness and insensitivity is wrong but think its all that shes responsible for.

one after the other. give me a break. i dont want all these anymore. one after the other. where are all these leading me to?

im tired.

WHY CANT YOUALL LEARN THAT BESIDES YOUR OWN VIEWPOINT, OTHERS HAVE THEIR VIEWPOINT TOO. THERES NO RIGHT OR WRONG. WE BLAMED THEM FOR STUFF, I THINK THEYVE GOT A RIGHT TO BLAME US TOO. DEPENDS ON HOW YOU SEE IT. BUT I REALLY THINK, IT STARTS FROM US.

it s really from us, from us, from us.

and i was jus told by liqin wad i shld have discovered long ago. i dont even know if i should feel responsible for it. yes i ve got the responsibility to teach her, but look, all that you guys see is wad i ve actually been hearing for the past 3 years of my life in redcross. youall havent heard the most hurtful stuff. youall havent heard. 'they should jus get rid of redcross. no one wants to join it.' and definately, im indignant angry fustrated too. im a redcrosser as well you know. and i dont know wad to do.

IREALLYHATEALLTHIS

poc is tomorrow.


its so different. everyhtings fading. and i wonder- how in the world did time pass so quickly. it doesnt seem like we've finished our secthree 'term'. it feels like um we've jus ended poc05 and i dont know. it jus doesnt seem like anything. new trials new fustrations new challenges.

poc06-tomorrow,4thaugust.

was reading blogs and came across jeans..relised how shallow i am most of the time how we re being pulled down and clipped on by such bad stuff and greed that we re not allowed to fly be who we re really meant to be. im not a christain but even in non-christian terms i think you can see like how we are always going after things that dont really matter and in the end theres no point cos when you die nothign gets left behind..unlike love and friendships which will live on long after youre gone adn perhaps even leave a legacy. saw bev's blog too. leaving smth meaningful behind. wow. i want to leave smth behind, i dont know like whereever i go i dont jus wanna come and go. and love's like the most powerful hting on earth.

i love the scpb. why is it only when we re leaving that we find things so precious and appreciate love them so much more. why cant we always appreciate wad we re give. i ve never loved scpb as much as i do since fri since our practice for mrsphuas farewell and i dont know, its so little time left and why cant i start from my dayone as prefect again theres so much i wanna do. why is it that ppl are only told how much theyre loved only when theyre leaving. i dont know. i didnt know theres actually a bond b/w the board and me till like now. so much concern frm fellow prefects that almost everyday since ms kim asked me, i get moved by encouragements affirmations letters words frm them. its really hard to tel them enough how much i appreciate it all. i dont know its jus like amazing. why didnt you ppl made me rellise youall are this amazing? i love scpb cos you all made me see once again what i no longer see in redcross.

everyday we face
a different new challenge
sometimes we stumble
sometimes we fall

mountains we canmove
seas we can cross
one tiny dream can make
all the difference in the world

im onboard
the place where my dreams are fufilled
youre onboard
the place where frenchips renew
we re together on this amazing journey
we ll be together onboard

the journey seems long
and it was never easy
the colours and sounds
are the paintings of our hearts

the lights the life the sounds the jive
the gave us the drive to push on
but we could never do this
if we were never onboard

we re together on this amazing adventure
thankyou for being onboard