looking through all the uk trip photos. haha yes, it did bring back loads of memories. the sunsets, the rolling hills, willie the sheep farmer (rmb, you can survive w/o your mp3, com, hp, but not w/o food) , and all those blue sweaters. it did make me miss it a little, guess hte trip was really an eye-opener but it wasnt worth the things i missed out cos of the trip, or the trouble i got into aft that. still, the pictures on the cd was really cool(:

gosh realised that friendster's got this thing which shows you who 'grabbed your photos' AFTER i went ard grabbing everyones photos, copying and pasting here and there. OHNO. ahh, im very sorry to whoever who sees this and realised i grabbed their photos. 'grabbed' is such a funny word, sounds aggressive and haha well, we had our bonding party yesterday..if you call pouring water and drinking gross stuff and stoning and spilling nailpolish 'bonding'. and first time in my life yesterday, i took the last train home..but that attempt wasnt much of a success that train stopped in toapayoh and i had to cab back, reaching home at 1:30 am. then the first thing i said to my mum wheni went back was, why are you so late? (cos she reached home only a while before i did) before she could say that to me.

redcross party! to all sectwos, threes and ncos:
must come, okayy

Wad on earth it means to bond?
Does it include electrons?
Covalent bonds are cool and strong
Follow them confirm won’t go wrong
A party’s on at Cashew Heights
We tell you now with great delight
1st of December, an hour past four
Diedie appear at correct door
Choa Chu Kang station transfer to LRT
To Petir station, easy as ABC
For those blur like sotong sure get lost
Tell us around 24th
Petir station, at four thirty
We’ll be down to meet you in a nifty
A change of clothes is a must
If till home you wanna last
Promise,
We won’t drown you in the bathroom sink
We’ll party till the whole house stinks
We won’t make you lick fattening cream
We’ll diam you with cockroach till you scream
We won’t make you leg-raise against the wall
We’ll do hentak up and down the hall
Games, food, shows and pool
Guarantee sure very cool
So, come to bond
Or we’ll make you go GONG!

inspiration frm the poem we saw on the board for the bonding party we had in secone. mann isnt that ages ago. ahaha those times we stood in front of the board and read it over and over agin cos its well, very amusing.

my chinese compo!















一座座褐色的山，虽然看起来不是很高，但却很大。放眼望过去，看到的，还是只有雄伟壮观的山。山与天空之间，是一层厚厚的白云。天空是由浅到深的。在最深的地方，它和海的颜色是一样的。
这是一张在所乘搭的飞机中飞过中东地区的莫一个山区时，我所拍下的一张照片。选择这张照片做为博客内容，原因有两个。

第一，它是我在高空中拍的少数照片中，最漂亮的一张。第二，它是令我感触很多的一张照片。
还记得自己在飞机上，不经意转过头看到窗外那一幕时，心头震了一下。我紧紧地盯着它，被它深深地吸引住，害怕一眨眼就看不见它了。突然想起“相机”这东西，连忙从座位底下的背包中把它挖起，拍下了这张照片。

重新在电脑上欣赏着张照片时，脑海里浮现出了些疑问：有人住在这些山区吗？他们的生活是怎么样的？如果能到那儿看一下，感觉会和现在看照片一样，被它那神秘所吸引吗？



它和我其他的照片不一样，不是在陆地上拍的，而是一张在高空中拍地球的画面。平常在陆地上，我很喜欢拍些天空的照片。不管是下雨前的乌云，还是神奇的日出、日落，都会莫名其妙地使我感动。换换新的角度，在飞机上往下拍，拍出天空中所看到的地球，在感动之余还有一些的陌生与惶恐。看到自己从未亲眼目睹过的壮观景观，陌生得使我害怕；想到人在地球中的渺小，那让我感到有些不安。



从小生活在城市里的我，整天被高楼大厦所包围着，天真的以为人类是地球的主人；以为在地球上，我们是最厉害的。看到了这景象，我认识到了，自己只是地球中连最小的一个点也作不到的一个人。还记得小时候，我总是认为自己就是地球的中心，全世界是绕着我一个人转的。现在想起来，真是愚蠢呀！等到千万年以后，我们都不再了，可这些已存在了万年的山，还是会依然在那里吧。



我想，每一个人基于想法与精炼的不同，看同样一张照片，体会一定会不一样。你看了我的这张照片，又有怎么样不同的感触呢？

"if you're afriad of everyone leaving you, what do you do?"

"make them stay"

"and if you can't do that or don't know how to?"

Ellie shrugged. "i don't know"

'yes, you do. in fact, you've done it. you leave first,"Coop said, "so you don't have to watch them walk away."

-'PLAIN TRUTH', jodi picoult

wad yunhui said reminded me, haha its so true that somehow for me too, those people that i got to knwo in secones are the people im closest to right now. after two years, its those who started off with me on the starrting line that im still blissfully racing with. really, those i got to know in secone are the nicest people i know, the very people i can laugh at/laugh with or cry over/cry with without feeling out of place, as i so often feel now. amazing, isnt it. you guys are the best. and i mean it.

so much has happened and my lifes so diff now from how it was when i last blogged. feeling soso diff now, no stress, but with this new feeling of redundant-ness htat i havent felt for this whole year. wiht this post the last post at the end will dissappear and pooff it ll really be there no more. it seems weird since im like cut off frm it for quite some time already, but when somehting triggers that feeling it ll all come back and really, its non-replaceable. and i love that feeling, kinda sad feeling but yeah, its a happy thing that it once happened=)

i wanna thank scpb, all you ppl in there for all the many things you guys have taught/shown me, either knowingly or unknowingly. shuying for whoaaing me wiht your commitment to scpb for showing me in action wad firmness wad no double standard wad being real means, the way youre never ashamed of your emotions. im honoured to have worked wiht you. buddy for teaching me how to be strong. how to stand up when the whole world seems to be pushing you down. shong for teaching me to trust my frens and also, that leaders need not be the loud rahrah kind. that they jus need true passion and to serve with a sincere heart. jane for teaching me wad patience and true care and concern is. when you cried htat morning you didnt bring my skirt i felt so glad i have you as a fren. bev for showing me how to smile even when things get tough and your love for ALL your frens is truly infectious. i wanna be like youu! valerie for teaching me wad it means to delegate! it changed my whole mindset abotu teamwork and i understand now why so mnay thigns in the past dint work out. and jean, jus reading your blog inspires me and tells me that theres someone up there with so much love in Him. jennet for really showing me wad loyalty to a fren is..the way you always make time for frens. yunhui! you taught me alotalotalot it was because of you i became who i am today. you are very impt. rhea showed me that theres not need to pretend to be esp nice or wadeverr jus be yourself, whoever you are. zelei fang sarahc all the efforts you put in to bring this whole gib together is much appreciated and youall showed me how not to loose hope even when things dont start off right amd when member sdont turn up. cherie for always showing me that we all need huggs, everyday! ann, your strengh during obs really wowed and whoaaed me..i love that crazy ann in you. also, for showing me its oft okay to nned some quiet , me-time.

thankyou for all those challenges. i knew all along, these would strenghten me as a person. and as i take off my bolero, i still wanna be an sc prefect inside. a person with integrity firmness determination strengh hope passion love realness.

jane, the one who baked brownies and cake with me and dint loose her patience even though i was late for 45 mins and alos, hte one who cried when she for got to bring for me a skirt. a realreal true perosn who cares damn much about her frens.

jane cherie me: )
junior sarahchen!~she is the bestest and coolest sectwo!wiht loads of potential!
fang. me. jennet. fang, our gib grp leader and maddest most non-embarrassing girl ive ever met. jennet, a truly caring fren who takes care really good care of her frens and genuinely care for them.
rheatan. our headprefect0607. you will rock the sch with your confidence. thanks ffor everything, rhea=)
ann, me, cherie! the two ncc girls whom i think im sososo glad to meet onboard, these two i love the most! cherie, thanks for being so sweet and for always being there when i didnthave company and for loving me! ann, i jus love ann cos shes ann, the one who looks so dao but is truly mad inside.
PREFECTS
shuying. jane. ann. me. cherie. shuying jus rocks cos she damndamn real and rachelw, the one who accompained me 5days5nihgts 24/7 in obs, the one who PROMISED ME WE'LL GO STARGAZING
prefects room. hte sun and the moon.
gib shirt. hURR HOw COME I DONT HAVE? haha i think the leaders are a damn committed bunch of ppl!

gib day ones over and im offically off the board. can i start frm the veryvery start.

during china trip last year yunhui told me some board stuff and i was like, wahh why the board so complex one arh. and i thought redcross was complex enough wiht our hierachy. all those power struggle stuff is like so strange and frightening to me and i was like itss so grown-up stuff! but i dint think so much about it cos i dint think i ll be prefect cos i was a damn lousy classrep and i dint think i deserve to be voted in. then to when mr ang called up my name aft elections. i was shocked and as i stood up there, in front of the whole sch, i could feel that excitement and fear right inside me. then i got more frightened as i thought more about it. i worried a lot, liek wad if the baord hated me wad if i ahve no frens onbaord wad if i cant meet up to expectations. all the way, rihgt up to gib05 i still felt damn insecure and alone onbaord. semianar changed all that. thank goodness for nat. i reallyreally think its a greatgreat blessing for me to have nat as a buddy. i rmb praying really hard for a buddy that would help me along like yunhui did someone who i can rely on so wadever i face i dint have to face it on my own. nat was loads more wad i asked for. thankyou God. i think i believe in Him now, aft all the many blessings ive been showered with. seminar was amaizng. i dint realise then, how much it ll eventually mean to me but now i miss it so damn much. wiht all the other 56 prefects, together, planning, bonding and learning how to lead. and those two nights where the excos have their meetings in nat and my room [and eat biscuits on the beds so i had to sleep with biscuit crumbs later in the night] so i ahd to move to other ppls rrom. had loads of fun. with cherie jolene sandra ahma and the others.the best one was the 2nd night aft nats exco meeting whe i could finally go back to our rrom steffi fushang came over and we jus started laughing at goodness-knows-wad. we dint knw wad we were laughing at cos so many funny things were happenign at hte same time but we contiuned lauhging till even my stomach cramped up! also, the talks by the excos were amazing. esp all those poems they printed for us, its so insiring so meaningful that i cried while reading them a few days ago. then it was invest. at first it was super taxing and draggy. then sch started, everyone started freaking out. but nothings even done up yet. aft nats scolding and steffi, valeries talk to us all in the khooaudi, we all cried and kinda woke up, realising that we all needa put in our best and work together to get this done. somehow at that point, i knw that the show during invest would indded be a great one. i was in milan with cherie zelei shong jaz jennet nat lishaan rhea nicole deb. all these ppl, as ive jus realised, a lot of them have now become hte very ppl that i ll miss the most onboard. invest was great and i miss all those practises now..with us posing for the i believe song. on invest daty, as i stood up there in my white bolero in front of the whoole khoo audi with the 56 others, this feeling of excitemnt and determination jus overwhelmed me. at htat time i knew there ll be challenges ahead, but i knw i ll face them strongly. everything was so hyped, the dinner was liek whoa. all the present-giving and stuff. then we linked arms and sang the im onboard song in seoul grdn! felt like hugging the whole board and pack them all home. i love them. aft invest, everyhtign jus blah went downdown down. the serious stuff of scpb came in. expectations sch rules etc. felt damn insecure..and sometimes really tired out. was the secone orientation ic and guess juggling my new responsibilities as a prefect, stuff to plan for fro orientation, footdrill com, and my studies was pbviously too much for me to handle. my first setback onboard came to me when fushang was about to book someone for low socks and she asked me i stupidly and subconcsiously told her'its okay wad' then fushang cried. for 4 days i practically stoned all day as i tried to make sense of all these. that period was practically hell for me as ive never doubted/hated myself or felt so much anger inside me before. secone orientation for redcross was right aft that incident larh and well, i pulled through. by the time all these blew over my grades were dropping like crazy. ms lau stayed back to teach me stuff i dint understand and she asked me if theres somrthing wrong. first reply, nono. then she asked so many times i couldnt hold all these in anymore. tears jus poured out..as well as all those pend-up stress fustrations depression. i cried so hard i couldnt even speak dman embarrassing and so unglam ive never cried in front of other adults before. then i told her about redcross(orientation period) and work. then i went for redcross aft that, reported late to jodie maam. then came obs. omg thats like one of the happiest time in my life. another blessing. cos of scpb, i was in the leader's grp, with SIX other prefects ann cherie rachelwong fushang joanne nicole. totally enjoyed myself. esp with rachw ann and cherie, i love them! cos of them, obs was g r e a t. rmb when all the secthree prefects stood in one line aft our 8h expedition, facing the sea and sang all the scpb songs we could think of. it was amazing, those ten minutes out feeling this connection with the others. i loved them so much and i was so hungry i could eat them up!=0 haha.ann was amazing during obs..i thin ann is and will be a greatgreat leader. as obs was ending, our grp cried like siao. 5 days of paradise with all those aazing ppla nd now we re leaving. hten yes aft obs back to sch, more stress. all those times where i felt the weight of the bolero, the expectations, the way everyones paying attention to everything i do or say. plus my studies. all those tough nihgts i stayed up, thought of all that is expected of me and jus break down. its not easy being a prefect, its more thanwad you see, its more than that bolero. finally to nats incident. open hse was freaking bad. we were told on that day itself our ipw proj is not okay and we re not allowed to sell it. felt so hopeless, luckily found yunhui and her face told me wad i shld do! thought of al ways possible, but still it ALL failed then i stood there stoning, rhea came up to me and said' wad happened to your buddy' i was liek huh wad happened to nat? rhea said, shes not wearing a bolero, i think shes in trouble. that was hte last straw. rhea went off a while, buddy came in her blue uni without hte bolero and i jus ran up to her and started crying. i felt sososo tired sosos confused soososo mixed up. she told me to be strong, to contiune for her onboard wad hse couldnt do anymore. sorry i couldnt do it. the next few days were like hell, having to decide for myself wad to trust. it was damn hard. but many thanks to amelia and shong who tauhgt me how to jus trust wad i trust. it got me out of all those mess. hten came lit trip. toatl flop. the tchrs came back to complain to ms kim then she found out my mum dint wanna sign the thailand trip form and she looked up all my data and my grades and talked with me, 4 times in total in that discipline room. you knw, they have alot of tissue in there! cos they forever made ppl cry,ms kim even asked me if i wanna counselling frm ms leong. then at the last meeintg, ms kim asked if i wanted to contiune being on cbp, given my present situation and grades. so i made a choice not to and cried somemore llarh. then went the list was up somehow everyone found out wad happened and all those encouragements were so heartening. all those notes of affirmation, thye gave me so much strengh you guys cant ever imagine the diff you made. those times were tough but cos of you guys, they re now memories that i treasure. all the hugs and words of wisdom. it really built me up. thanks to, bev valerie jolene buddy jane cherrie ann jennet shuying shong sarahchen for all your concern and love. mrs phua fairwell jus cool too. the prac we had on sat, aft we got all the steps right and everyone did it all together it was so touching! i knw i love scpb! then it was gib prep, kinda ironic cos im not in it but still must help..but it was fun! like wad jennet said, the last thing i could ever do for hte board. sorry i overslept thing moring i woke up at 0710 at sarahs call! omg. oh and the choc cake for dinner today, it was bked by jane and me! hahaha thank us mann=) =)

its like 230 am now and im super tired. byee tmr still gto gib day two. btw, I LOVE SCPB!w excos, every single one of you really deserve to be where you are cos you guys are the most committed and capable ppl ive ever seen. jiayou!

i love scpb
what will i do without youall

someone told me jus now, everyone is entittled to their own opinions. and i think, shes right. no, not my sister, but that person who told me that. its just a little insensitive, thats all. at least, she said it all on her own blog and not go ard being anons and critisizing redcross on the tagboard of others.
nope, im not saying what she did or said was right. but shes apologized so i hope this'll be the end of it all, alright. her self-centredness and insensitivity is wrong but think its all that shes responsible for.

one after the other. give me a break. i dont want all these anymore. one after the other. where are all these leading me to?

im tired.

WHY CANT YOUALL LEARN THAT BESIDES YOUR OWN VIEWPOINT, OTHERS HAVE THEIR VIEWPOINT TOO. THERES NO RIGHT OR WRONG. WE BLAMED THEM FOR STUFF, I THINK THEYVE GOT A RIGHT TO BLAME US TOO. DEPENDS ON HOW YOU SEE IT. BUT I REALLY THINK, IT STARTS FROM US.

it s really from us, from us, from us.

and i was jus told by liqin wad i shld have discovered long ago. i dont even know if i should feel responsible for it. yes i ve got the responsibility to teach her, but look, all that you guys see is wad i ve actually been hearing for the past 3 years of my life in redcross. youall havent heard the most hurtful stuff. youall havent heard. 'they should jus get rid of redcross. no one wants to join it.' and definately, im indignant angry fustrated too. im a redcrosser as well you know. and i dont know wad to do.

IREALLYHATEALLTHIS

poc is tomorrow.


its so different. everyhtings fading. and i wonder- how in the world did time pass so quickly. it doesnt seem like we've finished our secthree 'term'. it feels like um we've jus ended poc05 and i dont know. it jus doesnt seem like anything. new trials new fustrations new challenges.

poc06-tomorrow,4thaugust.

was reading blogs and came across jeans..relised how shallow i am most of the time how we re being pulled down and clipped on by such bad stuff and greed that we re not allowed to fly be who we re really meant to be. im not a christain but even in non-christian terms i think you can see like how we are always going after things that dont really matter and in the end theres no point cos when you die nothign gets left behind..unlike love and friendships which will live on long after youre gone adn perhaps even leave a legacy. saw bev's blog too. leaving smth meaningful behind. wow. i want to leave smth behind, i dont know like whereever i go i dont jus wanna come and go. and love's like the most powerful hting on earth.

i love the scpb. why is it only when we re leaving that we find things so precious and appreciate love them so much more. why cant we always appreciate wad we re give. i ve never loved scpb as much as i do since fri since our practice for mrsphuas farewell and i dont know, its so little time left and why cant i start from my dayone as prefect again theres so much i wanna do. why is it that ppl are only told how much theyre loved only when theyre leaving. i dont know. i didnt know theres actually a bond b/w the board and me till like now. so much concern frm fellow prefects that almost everyday since ms kim asked me, i get moved by encouragements affirmations letters words frm them. its really hard to tel them enough how much i appreciate it all. i dont know its jus like amazing. why didnt you ppl made me rellise youall are this amazing? i love scpb cos you all made me see once again what i no longer see in redcross.

everyday we face
a different new challenge
sometimes we stumble
sometimes we fall

mountains we canmove
seas we can cross
one tiny dream can make
all the difference in the world

im onboard
the place where my dreams are fufilled
youre onboard
the place where frenchips renew
we re together on this amazing journey
we ll be together onboard

the journey seems long
and it was never easy
the colours and sounds
are the paintings of our hearts

the lights the life the sounds the jive
the gave us the drive to push on
but we could never do this
if we were never onboard

we re together on this amazing adventure
thankyou for being onboard

jennet: i know this's sort of late but yeah, thankyou alotalot. ive msged you already but again, it is damn sweet and you take care too. see you during pauline sohs class

yunhui: thankyou so much,when i read your tag dont know why but jus started crying. damndamn nice when you see old frens still bothering to care yea esp now when this year all the tougher colder side of life is being shoved to me. thankyou for helping me pull through all those scary stuff. i think the board is nice cos of all these helping of each other stuff. you must take care alotalot okay. thankkyou =)

im regretting it now. the way i shouldnt have been critisizing you, magnifying you shortcomings, passing on the bucket, sterotyping you. im sorry and yes, now that im here i realise how much harder are things than what ive imagined them to be. that there a step between dreams and reality. if only to go back now, i would not have done all those and instead, cooperated. wasnt it silly. its difficult. the way we wanted to be miracle workers but ended up broken and full of angst fustrations instead. did you feel this way too. the way you know how things should be done but somehow, its outside your reach. i wish i could say its only two more weeks, but no, this a whole year ahead. how enthusiasim turns to dread. and i wonder, is it really worth all the effort im putting in. im sorry, but is it fair to me. wad ms kim said, wad ms leong said, wad ms soh said to me, why is that only all i hear. sweat shortchanged into tears and anger. wad am i looking for. ive said before, its not how much it needs me, it really simply is how much i need it.

really?

like a soldier on the battlefield, tired of all the lost battles, the way he had to keep giving himself reasons to carry on. what has he given his life to, one that he had not asked for. living not for himself, but to do what he knew he must do. who sees beneath the seeminly impertuable armour, what really lies inside, a man full of bottled-up fear, doubts and insecurity. he thinks all soldiers are supposed to be brave and its not right to break down. so he doesnt.

im already holding on longer than wad i can manage. this is all. i dont want it anymore. the way it's pressing down on me, the way it is taking away who i am, i dont want it anymore. im falling back and repeating all those same mistakes. you know how scary it is, seeing history repeating itself, and not knowing wad to do. i really dont want it. take it away. it'll hurt for a while, it'll feel weird, but its okay, i know it'll pass and after that, i can get wad i truly want. yes, i ve learnt a lot a lot A LOT, i ve matured and htink so much more now. but for growing up, theres a price to pay. you take smth, you give in smth else. the price is too huge. right now, i wonder wad youve all said about it, about service, about leadership about pride about doing it from the bottom of your heart; i wonder if hteres any way all these will ever come true for me. take it away, and give me me back.

if i tell you
it gives me all that i truly cherish now
and that it really is
my life
will you still say that im
taking it too strongly?

sometimes
just when you learn to
accept respect appreciate
its too late
a little too late

im not supposed to be blogging. but anw.

theres nothing wrong with me so yes you ppl can stop asking if im okay cos yupp, im sure i am. and thankyou for all those concerns, all my frens before i left for uk all those whom i talked to. it really helped. and all those nice ppl during uk trip. hahaha cant imagine my world without friends, like walking a tightrope with no support.

im alright, jus need time to recover and find myself and start yakking away nonstop again.

yet-who the world am i?

this is my favorite colour. say yeah. hahaha.

i suppose this's lke one of those times whereby i keep on reading other's blog and theres this urge in me to blog too.
ever felt, you dont know yourself anymore? like you knwo what others ee you as, who you used to be, and what al the quizzes say younare. but somehow, you feel, you can be so much more, you have so much more inside. they say its not you to do this and stuff, but you know you can you know you can be so much more. but other times, you know you can but you dont feel like. out of all the lousy feelings in the world, waht can be worst than this? you know you can , but you dont feel like. or you start thinking you can't.
history test's on monday. i kknow i must study, but i dont feel like. all the while, sylvias lke hurry go start! nownow, why arent i? why am i putting restrivtions on myself. i know i can. i knwo i can, when i believe, i can reach the sky.
and this's year has been really..changing? everyhting that everyone say..it sorts of lingers in my mind then i dont know wad to think anymore. shall i see the world as they do too?
youknowyouknow, im missing my old friends. all those ppl whom made up all my happyhappy times for the past two years. i get so worried thta i might loose them, but as i loose them, it seems so unreal. really, i'll give anyhting to go back. back with all of them. so many ppl left last year, with all the happy memories..all those who went to ip or graduated or jus got erased from my memories or stored at this hard-to-reach palce behind my brain.


we're doing this video for open hse to promote sc for our i&e proj. in the proccess, got to know so much more about sc and scgirls and wad others think of us. somehow, its so heartwarming. when they talk about being connected throught the spirits and stuff. i love sc. no matter where i end up, whoi become, i will be rooted with the sc values, always.

how did things turn out to be this ugly. how did a sweet dream became a nightmare? now thinking bout it, since when? since when did htings became so bad that i dont even want to accept that it was that way. since when the excitment, passion, love, enthusiasim become dreadness and hatred? i love it for wad it used to be, really. really really really. my life revolves around it and i dint care wad others said about it..i was proud to be part of it. nothing but pride and passion. now, i find myself keep trying to convince myself that its all worth it. i know that i cant, isnt, and is never going to give up. somehow, it seems to be a responsibility. or maybe, i dont know. ' one day, you will believe it was all worth the while' or smth like that. really?

i will give anyhting to go back..

can we all stop. just stop, take a step back, and understand. the way you're doing it, we cant understand. not even when we're trying. yes, we're trying. we really are. you know how hard it is, the very few here whos holding it all up for so many others.. we're doing so cos we now truly understand how hard it is to do smth that you absolutely have no interest in, or even hate. we understand how they feel so we know its not their fault. and i believe, all of us who are holding it up here, we're doing it not for all the points or whatever positions that we've all heard so much about.. its for, for me its for wad it used to be. i believe theres a fairy tale out there and if we try hard enough, it will come back. do you know, how many times we broke down, how many times we had to tell each other: its okay, its not your fault, or: we can do it, cos we're all in this together and we're all be there for one another. can you rmb that we're humans, ppl who make mistakes. give us some room and some time..you dont see the effort we put in but can you jus trust us, its there. instead of being prejudiced, come and understand and see stuff frm our pt of view and feel our whirlwind inside.

take facts instead of opinions. sometimes you know, wad you see isnt really wad it is. you say we dont care. but we do. so much so that everyhting you say has hurt us. if youall meant it to be hurtful, okay you succeeded. how many times we got together and keep thinking and thinking through wad you say. buut somehow, it always end in anger and confusion. we keep suan-ing youall as well, but right now, we realised and we know we should stop. and see things frm your point of view as well. and see wad we dont see. can you do that as well?

take all that fake mask off and see through one another, then to SOAR AS ONE.
you know you can, if you try. we know you're supposed to wear that mask for htat whatevers sake but take it off a while, can you try?

right now, i hate you. im sorry.
but im giving hatred up for smth more worth my while to keep. i want that fairytale back. i heard that things were even more beautiful last time. and i wanna hear more. but more than that, i wanna creat it again.

re-ignite that passion in us all.