Tuesday, November 30, 2004

r e l i e f

it's not realli that hard to let go when im not realli grasping on to it in the first place.
it's not realli that hard to let go when im hardly capable enough to even hold on to it.
it's not realli that hard to let go when i have smthg else to hold on to.
it's not reali that hard to let go when my hands are alreadi so worn out.
it's not realli that hard to let go..

Sunday, November 28, 2004

b r e a k

happiness: going in a direction wholeheartedly, without reservation
is it realli possible to go in a direction wholeheartedly? is it possible to do anything without any reservation in this topsy-turvy world? then if it's not quite possible to go anywhere, do anything wholeheartedly without reservation, does it mean that real happiness does not exist in this complex world nowadays?

hapiness is such a complicated and profound thing, yet it always seems to be in pocession of the simplest people.
some people go through life seeking for material stuff..yet at the end of it all they have no idea what they are actually chasing after. material stuff just there to to make our life more comfortable and make pple happiee, yet it took away so much happiness of so many pple. it wasted their whole life chasing after smthg that they thought would make them happiee but all it brought was regret..ironic isnt it? humans are realli scary and it's their thirst for material stuff and power which makes them so frightening, so distructive.

look at the iraq war..it's realli childish. does the leaders know exactly what they are fighting for? even my baby cousin is more mature then them..she fights, but after awhile she actually realises it's pointless and she stops! it's soo stupid..why cant they just get together and discuss their problem in harmony? why cant they just admit their mistakes..is it that hard to out down their pride? is pride more impt then the millions of lives of innocent civilians? it's the leaders who created the problem, it's them who decide to fight, it's them who cant put down their pride..all these revolves around them but it's the innocent civilians who bear the consequences. i think it's crap.

the world was originally a beautiful place..everyone loves each other..all living things have equal chances of survival..there's stretches and stretches of wonderful things that Mother Nature gave to us..there is no prejudice..everything was just so lovely yet human beings came along and made everything soo ugly. why cant they just leave things as they are?

hahahahahah..i noe i sound like some kind of wierd philosopher or a super agitated person..sorri, haha hope i dint bore u out..must make use of this kind of inspiration when it comes along mah..haha opps. oohs i mean everything i said but wasnt my intention to make it sound so serious. haha i dint noe i can be so li zhi qi zhuang one..hahahahah


Wednesday, November 17, 2004

andrews matthews

i found this website by andrew matthews..the author of best-seller self-help books Being Happy, Following Your Heart, Making Friends, Being A Happy Teenager..in this website..he have some stuff for coping with life, diasters, pple and loads more..its kinda inspirational and funny..plus they make sense too! so go see it..http://seashell.com.au
okaes..i noe i sound like some kind of sales person promoting him or smthg..hahah..dont be mistaken, im not related to him or anything..though i wish i m.. =)

Sunday, November 14, 2004

munching on munching

hahahaha..opps, i noe im a very lousey blogger =) was like looking at all the other pple's blog jus now and realised tt actually got pple link me..was like oh no..it's soo embarrassing kaes..let pple see this not-like-blog-blog. hahahaha..so paiseh..sorri too all the pple like e-hui who kept saying tt they cant stand my dead blog anymore..sorri.

i love hols!! seriously..never been so happiee before :)..going to school almost everydae..rushing from red cross to netball, netball to red cross..hectic but realli fun! i luv my life!! then when there's free days go out to have loads of fun..blading..eating..shopping..watching movie. PRINCESS DIARIES 2..its super super super nice..i think tt person who only gave the movie 2 stars in the straits times movie review is realli a tootified tootie toot..was laughing all the way from the start to the end then come out of cinema got tummy ache..almost dropped my burger on the part where mia's arrow punctured the tyre..hahahahhaah..soo funny!! thank you so much rachel :]
and sorri for getting lost on the way here too..but its not my fault! how i noe tt bus doesnt go to my hse and how im supposed to noe tt lido is at centrepoint side not far east side..hahahahah..anywaes..sorri to yunhui and janice too :p

went to this city harvest churh yesterdae..it was in the indoor kallang stadium. i tell u..it was so cool..there were 11,000 pple there kaes..somemore mostly youths. i think they were having a mass service..hahaha, i dun even noe got such a thing or not..but anywaes..they were jumping up and down while singing the songs..everyone was so enthu and hyper..i luv the spirit there..a real eye-opener...seroiusly considering to join them every sun. morning..hahahahaha. oh did i tell u there were drums? yess..there were drums..bombombom..made everyone so high. the speaker was this sweden pastor and he can be realli funny. hahah this is no ordinary service..there's spirit in there!

aiyoh..the netball camp clashing with the red cross love project at haw paw villa..and also the ex-ncos party..-sigh-..will be missing out so much fun and missing u pple too! have fun!! =)