wad yunhui said reminded me, haha its so true that somehow for me too, those people that i got to knwo in secones are the people im closest to right now. after two years, its those who started off with me on the starrting line that im still blissfully racing with. really, those i got to know in secone are the nicest people i know, the very people i can laugh at/laugh with or cry over/cry with without feeling out of place, as i so often feel now. amazing, isnt it. you guys are the best. and i mean it.