Wednesday, May 25, 2005

actually that post below was writen jus now..i jus changed the date..so smart rites heh. hahahah cant believe im GOING TO CHINA TOMORROW! so cool rites. like SIA plane lehh..super high-class and somemore midnigt flight..like whoaa! and arh..its ninedays..super fun. anmd got buddy at the immersion sch as well..hahah I LOVE CHINA! and im super proud of myself..i finished packing! all the china stuff..all by myself! for all nine days. anyway can you believe it..24 huors later i ll be in the airport..and aft that i be in CHINA! hahah oh gosh..hahahah.
CHINA.CHINA.CHINA.CHINA.CHINA!

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

haha to all you ppl who made todae such a happiiee day..THANKYOU! =)
so glad to have frens like you all. *loads and loads of huggs!*

Monday, May 23, 2005

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream

Friday, May 20, 2005

" it doesnt matter how many times you have fallen but rather, how many times you have risen. nothing has ended till the moment you quit..defeat is not the end, quiting is."

" sometimes when you feel lost and that no one understands you, talk to ur angels. believe in angels."

" sometimes all it takes is a hugg..nthg else."

Thursday, May 19, 2005

todae's a nicee day! haha in love with the rain. was on the way home on the bus 'bout evening time the rain jus stopped and haha the scenery was like whoaa. everyhting 's got this tingue of freshness in it..reminds me..read somewhere that the world aft a rain is jus like a piece of clothing fresh from the laundry. hahahah. gotreally inspired by the rain haha dunno inspired for what but yarh its like got inspiration but dunno inspiration for wad.

and oh ndp! aiyahh hq drag a lot leh bahh we left lessons at 10am to have time to eat and change..left sch at 11 cos need to reach by 1130. heh you noe its the first time we're actually on time! waited until 1230 the bus came..got to neesoon camp and waited till 2pm the we started! gahh then we fall in waited while all the funny ppl fired in sediya haha almost fell asleep in squad then everytime the man say a command i wake up again. so tiring. and they stuffed us with so much food! gahh i wana complain for too much food..they gave us 3 bread biscuits and chips and ask us to finish then mus drink water also hahah was bloated by the time we finished. haha so funny u noe we had a bread parade..we held the bread up then was like yamseeeennnnggg! all the army guys were staring at us mus be thinking why we so weird one. had to sing this song when marching in haha when hte song played then we started marching i felt so patriotic! like wahaha im a singaporean! and redcrosser!heh. aft the whole thing on the way back we had to self-intro. the funnyfunny sir the one name start with a one he kept reminding me of the asthma and the mum and dad thing..so malu.

feeling very philosophical today.cos of the rain! haha and i feel as htough my life's remote control and been given back to me! everyhtings still blur and funny but yarh at least im feeling haha in control? haha

Monday, May 09, 2005

its upside down. my life had jus done a somersault without me knowing. i'll get it the right way up agian. nothings hard..its jus simply getting back on my feet. um how hard can that get?
theres something wrong..definately.

why isit that i can feel so high one moment then the next moment something happen the whoosh everything goes downhill.
why do i not react the same way which i used to when stuff happen to me.
why does there always seem to be this burden hanging there when everyhting is supposedly alrite on the surface.
why do i feel so unsure of myself.
why do i have no control over what i want to do and what i should do.

gosh so frightening. is this jus a phrase or what? will i be like this? why is this happening?

i hate the way things are now. a change. immediately.
why is everything so not right. wads wrong?

Friday, May 06, 2005

hahah opps im here again. aiyahh aft redcross went home soo tired was sleeping like a pigg from 8+ to 12+ then now i wake up my eyes bigbig like goldfish hahaha how to sleep? nemind so decided to come here to make a full use of my time and liven up mye blogg! not like it'll really help but hah oh wells.

my moods like rollar-coaster like that go upupup then go downdowndown..super freaky haha even freaking myself out now. like todae! for some reasons during the knot-tying thing our knots ended up so weird like here twist there twist we were laughing like nuts then our whole row tried to join up oour sticks into one longlong one..super cool. the instructor came also then he was like you laugh so much later aiyahh he said smthg then he started laughing too. aft the meeting the four of us got ultra eh 'high'? 3 of us did our long-lost malay dance then we ran around the sch like here was when we ordered food during talentime here was when we see our reflections here we practised haiyahh alll those really funky memories..missed them! oh and our aeroplane dance! haha we were flying to the amphi then we flew around the amphi the we flew back to the gallery. hahahha. offical lame day.

at the start we were reporting late then the sir say syl and i dunno wad duty thingg.. so funny larh we were in diam! actually not really in diam cos the sir kept repeating duty duty then syl and i were vibrating.

on our way out of the sch somehow got caught in a very complicated conversation about who is whos fake angel. bahh half the time i dint understand wad was going on larh hahah smthg very funny about wad fake angel one then fake angel two and angie mm's fake angels the postcard thing. oh but i do understand about the part mye handwrting like hamster! heh sounds like an insult to me lehh but erm hamster cannot write then how can my handwritting look like hamster's if hamsters cant write? i noe! i need a handwrting makeover!

todae was erm very funny!